Snooze Button

Sleeping in is a love/hate. I sleep in on my days off and feel like Ive wasted my morning. I wake up early to go to work, then feel so beat and even pop advils to kill my headache - I rush home and nap for 3 stupid hours. I miss plans with friends, am stuck writing again until midnight and then geared up for another sleepless night. So Ive been in a weird kind of mood. I'm 28 years old, which is young, but not really. I'm stubbornly single, but amidst graduation and having my freedom again, I feel like I want to find that person to settle down with. Then I'm having all of these afternoon surreal dreams about having re-sparked old flings, etc etc. OMG am I going to end up as this old haggard librarian with cats and books?! Sheesh...