Sunday, July 26, 2009

I learned a little bit of nothing



There's some things I just should not do again, for instance
1. I shouldn't go to Vegas with my parents until I am married and have kids, so I don't get mad at them, take them for granted, and regret spending 4 days of vacation doing PG - 13 things in the city of sin. But being gone reminds me how much I miss my Pav and how much I don't need facebook in my life.

2. The moment I come back on bay area soil, I should not get excited because I'm home and Pav's friends want to go to the bar, but I have to wake up and open the store at 9am in Campbell the next morning...even though I promise myself I would only drink beer and have one shot of Fernet and still come home early. Instead I don't really remember the ride home and probably talked Pavel's ear off... then wake up hungover and reek of alcohol at 8am, but come home early from work nauseated.

3. Should not buy the ISBN the cat a large bunch of fresh catnip, so he can roll around, get f&*%^ed up, then wet the table and part of the mousepad from his overexcited loins, then lay for hours fully sedated with kids asking "What's wrong with the cat?"

I did however get through more books...
I don't know why I chose to pick up this one, but I found it at the salvation army all beat up and disrespected. Despite the multiple bad observation notes written by its previous owner, such as this passage shows that the character is intelligent... yeesh, and the heavy jewish culture lessons...the story of the two kids that grow up in Williamsburg in the time of the overthrow of Hitler, its a great story about the relationship of the father and sons, and how much religion and culture in its extreme causes separation between the two, as well as between people. This also made me wish that I had a photographic memory and could swallow books by the hour.






This book is crazy... well I think he went over the edge with these stories, but they are still awesome. The first is called "stupid dog", the second is "orgy". I think I'll leave it at that.









The last of the New York series, these were short, but sweet stories about 4 individuals who are all somehow connected to 'the building'. Once the building is demolished, it takes their lives with it and their ghosts haunt the new building that takes its place.










I put of reading this for awhile... i think cause my memory of reading 2666 was that I enjoyed his writing, but it was way dense and after so many f*&*ing pages, didn't conclude a damn thing. Who the hell is killing all those young women?! BUT his short stories are amazing! His style slightly reminded me of Reinaldo Arenas' short stories, but Bolano is much more creepy and doesn't throw perspectives back and forth. I remember reading "Anne Moore's Life" and then feeling paranoid in bed at 2am.. sleepy but afraid of bad dreams. He does alternates with first and third person, but his stories are wide in variety, except that many characters are of some literary sort. "Mauricio 'The Eye' Silva" is also a favorite. I think you could find and read most of the stories on google books here.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Wimpy Kid "The last straw" wasn't as great as I hoped... I think the beginning was great though, especially with the giving tree by shel silverstein bit. spectacular.

Sunday, July 19, 2009



I'm kind of tired of the summer. Well summer was going to be exciting until I started working on Sundays and closing a couple nights out of the week in Campbell where white people take me seriously only half the time. I know I should stay at home and read... I know I should paint/ draw more... but then I feel like going cheap shopping. oh but then i gave up my car for a month, so I should be biking and I wish to have sushi or a beer... but then no one's around and no one cares for any bar and bullshit cheap shit.

But ChrisT did visit last week and that was a blast, especially with blonderedhead I've also been seeing a lot of a hot couple (Julia and Marc) and that has been fun too.
But... yea still.

I get it. I'm sick of San Jose.

Sunday, July 12, 2009


The second wimpy kid "rodrick rules" is better than the first.. and its not all about his brother, which is good too. Their mom though is really starting to irk me... what a square and a lesson of a mother that i never want to be when my kids are turning tweeny. goodness.... well i wish that i could remember it all, but these books are pretty much a whole lot of punch lines (more like graphics) and quick a.d.d. plots.

now to borrow the third one... yes!

Friday, July 10, 2009



The city people notebook wasn't as great as the first, but it still was a sweet read covering the issues of space, smell, noise, and rhythm in a big city. Very Georg Simmel-esk... which I <3. I started on 'invisible people', which is super good but leaves me squeamish like reading about bad things that happen to those who don't do anything to cause their fate.

I finally finished this and it has to be one of the best things I've read. It's so rich in history and references to literature (which I can't pinpoint more than half of what he's talking about)... but each chapter covers the various aspects of a library (personal and public), such as 'library as a space"... "island"... "home" ... "order"..."mind" ..."survival"..etc. It's crazy how much is out there and how much we may have lost due to lack of preservation, etc., as well as how reading is such a grasp of power that in the past so many governments have burned books and tried to keep groups of people illiterate to suppress them or rid them of their culture and past. holy shit.

Monday, July 6, 2009

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A pretty decent read. The first maugham book i've picked up and is called a classic by many. I couldn't relate to all the literature bourgeoisie gimmicks, but the first person perspective and the character of Rosie Driffield, i think evokes a lot of sexist culture themes that are current today. i.e women who sleep around are seen as whores, while men who do the same aren't put down. It was slow, but good. Nice I think.

Well if your now bored.. this is how I spent the rest of my weekend:

by:Pavel
(golden gate and car shots by me...hey i have to take credit for something. ohh and it was my song, but he chose to use it) fair enough.